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Unwanted. Broken. Abused

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Time 2h 32m

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'What does it feel like to be loved? What does it feel like to belong?
What does it feel like to have a family?

Thats just the thing. I don't know. All I've ever known is the hate and abuse I face every day. Everyday.

Everyday fearing what comes next. Fearing what new horrors Harvey has come up with. Always. Everyday.

Everyday waking up to pain. Everyday wanting to die. Everyday being unable to relive myself of the pain.

This is my life.'

Meet Hope Evans. Abused. Mute. Broken

She feels like nothing could ever fix her  messed up world.

But when the school's bad boy comes flying into her life, things start to  change.

For better? I don't know.All Rights Reserved

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What does it mean to be broken? (I wrote this poem myself) ______________________________ Why be sad? When no one knows how bad You feel your Pain makes you sore. Why be mad? When no one can tell How hard you fell How it hurts MORE than a tad. Why be happy? Be like all those sappy People pretending to be What they want you to see. Why be frightened? Senses heightened Screaming, As sick people are beaming. Why be tired? When no one knows How your wired How you grow. Why be honest? When all known is a broken promise When no one believes you Even if what you say is true. Why hurt? When no one feels your pain When no one's ever alert When you never feel sane. Why pretend? When you know in the end No one will be there Because no one cares. Why care? When no one cares enough for you To know what your going through They think your heart is unfair. Why try? When no one sees that you do They just pry Thinking they know more than you. Why speak? When no one will ever hear They'll say you're a freak They don't see a single tear. Why do anything at all? It's not like anyone will see If you fall If you scream. ____________________________________ "Just admit it Winter. After the whole accident....your broken." "No...No that's where your wrong. I'm not broken. Because to be broken, you had to have been whole in the first place."

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Felicity has a tough life. With an abusive father, a mother who abandoned her, and a brother in the army, her life is never calm. She's always stuck worrying and when you add high school to the mix things don't get much easier. Being considered as the schools bad girl because of the fights she gets into, being late to class, not complying to school rules, and many more things helps a bit. When people look at her all they see is a blank look, that is until Ashton comes along. Ashton has a good life. With happily married parents and three wonderful little sisters he has nothing to worry about. He's extremely nice and cute which attracts attention to him. His life is always calm and sometimes he wants that to change. Well, he gets his wish when he sees Felicity leaning against her motorcycle sporting a bruised cheekbone he gets curious. You've heard of the good girl attempting to change the bad boy, but what if it was a bit backwards?

Do I have feelings for my teacher or this Bad Boy? by kyraj922

Rachel is my name...finding love is the game...the only thing that will keep me alive. These days I can barely breath.. holding myself together for 9yrs, through the misery set forth by my father, and the people I used to call friends...remains so unbearable until I found my bad boy and the math teacher that made me want to scream his name till the sun went down... Follow Rachel though the happy, hurtful, dangerous, and shocking times of her life to find out who she ends up calling the love of her life..her teacher or Mr. bad boy.

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