For Thy Kingdom (Boyxboy)
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Last published Wed, Jul 22, 2015
What do you do when the 2 biggest parts of your life are in constant war against each other? How do you find a way to stay true to God, serving him as a missionary, But also not true to yourself when you fall in love with another guy? You've read all scripture on homosexuality and tried all that you can do to fight it but your feeling never go away.
Witness the journey of love and desire, madness and despair that befalls on a gay Christian torn between him two selves.
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