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"In life, everything comes in ones and firsts'. You get one first kiss, one first love, so on and so fourth. But why doesn't anyone ever turn off their mundane gaze at life and look at it with a new intensity? A new way of thinking? 'Live your life' its a common saying that is uncommonly followed. You see- everyone lives for the next thing, like finally being able to drive. Then they complicate it, they are excited for driving because it means freedom. They ignore the little ones and firsts which are peering at them from within the crevices of their faux freedom. And that sincerely pisses me off."
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Luke and Vinny have been best friends since they were ten years old. As they enter their senior year of high school, Luke delves deeper into the world of music, sports and his new friends. While Vinny falls into a black hole that is depression. Everyone is painfully unaware of the self-destructive girls pleas and cries. Even Luke- the one person whom has promised to protect her from everyone.
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It sounds painfully cliche and sad- but i swear its not.
TRIGGER WARNING: this book does deal with aspects of self harm and suicidal thoughts, drug abuse, alcohol abuse and sex. If you can not handle this type of mature theme please DO NOT read this book.
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