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Wintercearig (A Lawlorff fanfiction)

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Votes 367
Parts 20
Time 2h 54m

angst chaptered friendship kianlawley lawlorff love o2l sampottorff

wintercearig (adj.) the feeling of a deep sadness comparable to the cold and harsh winter
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Kian and Sam have been best friends for as long as they can remember. However, Sam's been keeping secrets from Kian. One of which that can ruin their friendship. Sam's in love with Kian. The thought of messing up what they have and losing Kian sends Sam 
in a downwards spiral into sadness. Will Kian and Sam become something more or will their friendship come to a close? 
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Trigger warnings: severe depression, internalized homophobia, self harm, anorexia, bulimia, and (possibly) attempted suicide.
*DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY ANY OF THE DISORDERS STATED ABOVE*
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Sorry, I suck at summaries but I want to assure you that there will be a happy ending.
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{cover created by me // phan-ig}All Rights Reserved

angst chaptered friendship kianlawley lawlorff love o2l sampottorff

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