For Him (BoyxBoy)
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Confused desires since my teenage years
I'm the same homo my family fears
For my blue eyed boy there's a long distance longing
My behind closed doors fantasies going on
And I feel wrong
Forgive me father for I have sinned
I must confess it's brothers with my eyes that I undress
Once a day I think about killing myself
I can't carry on I must be strong even though it hurts as I sing this song
That I feel wrong
And I feel wrong
God it's only love, it's only love
God how long will this go on?
God for how long will I feel wrong?
And I feel wrong
And I feel wrong
I feel wrong
And I feel wrong
-I feel Wrong by GLASVEGAS.
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