Bleeding Canvas
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"Alex please wake up. For me. I need you. I.... I.. I love you Alex Elise Snow." Chase whispers next to Alex's ear.
Alex fails another suicide attempt and ends up slipping into a deep coma because of all the blood loss. Will Alex wake up from her coma and finally be with Chase?
Find out in "Bleeding Canvas"
*lots of self harm and attempted suicide. Read at your own risk*
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