Pj and Lora were content. Happy. Perfect. Until one drunken night ruined everything, and the chain reaction that was set in motion that night leads to mistakes, heartbreak, tears, secrets, betrayal, and more importantly, revelations. But when the secret gets out, it gets all too much for lora, and she finally decides to pack her bags and set off on her road trip for 1. However an unexpected friendship causes her to reevaluate her life, and soon she has to make a very big decision. One that will either change her life forever, or completely destroy everything she has ever known.
This fic will include Pj Liguori, Chris Kendall, Phil Lester, and Dan Howell. And may feature other youtubers throughout the story but idk yet
// trigger warnings; self harm (nothing gruesome at all), attempted suicide is mentioned (not until later on in the story), swearing, and fluff. Please let me know via Twitter (@rolophan) if you are effected by any of these and I will tell you what chapters are triggers :)//
Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excitement he never could have imagined. Through the good and the bad, Dan's new life thrills him and leaves him wondering ...what does it mean to truly be alive?
pairs: Phan and KickTheStickz
tw: language, sexual content, abuse, depression, death, suicide, medication, drugs, parents, alcohol
ENTIRELY WRITTEN FROM DAN'S POV
Note: This fic features no main character death, only mentions of death.