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Freak.

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Reads 8,570
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Parts 11
Time 39m

birdsofthegrave

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My name is spell and everything I once loved has disappeared, everyday my mind is being taken over by the darkness of my past, nothing can save me not even Jack. 

memories haunt me, pushing me back to places I vowed never to go. 


can jack save me or will I have to save myselfAll Rights Reserved

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Raising Anti

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