Never knowing.(Dan Howell)
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Last published Fri, Jul 24, 2015
Have you ever known what it is like for someone to go through their life not knowing what to do next or who to trust. Well this is the reality for one nineteen year old girl called Lauren May Smith, she doesn't know where she is going next, who to trust and most importantly she doesn't know what she really wants. The only person she has ever trusted is her best friend who she has known her entire life and that is a twenty-four year old man called Philip Michael Lester. You think that you know that name you might because he has a YouTube channel called AmazingPhil with nearly 2,800,000 subscribers but she hasn't seen him since she left Manchester to attend a college in a city called Edinburgh (which is in Scotland) so of course she is worried that he doesn't want to know her anymore because she took herself out of his life three years ago. What's going to happen? Will Phil hate her? What will Dan think ? Will she ever find out the answers to the questions that she has been asking herself for years? Will Dan change her and how she feels about herself? Find out in never knowing.
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