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Finding yourself.

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'This is my life',i thought to myself!
'why do i feel this way?'
'why cant i just be normal,like everybody els?'
'why do i feel trapped like somebody has taken control over my body and i have no say over my thoughts and emotions.'
'im confused, is this what it feels like to be growing up into a woman?,if it is i sure as hell dont like it!', these were all my thoughts that were taking over me in 5th period.

Meet Samantha Nicole Hall, people like to call her Sammy, she is fourteen years old and is only in middle school.She is a typical teenage girl who loves life and always tries her best in everything, Until she wakes up with this horrible feeling in the pitt of her stomach one sunny morning.
Does she find out what this feeling is?
Does she tell anyone?
How does she handle it? 
Does she find someone to talk to and sort it out?
Does she find the light at the end of the tunnel?

READ MORE, to find out!!All Rights Reserved

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