Borgata

Just because I'm telling you this story doesn't mean I'm alive at the end of it. This could all be pre-recorded and I could be talking to you from the bottom of the ocean. Yeah, it's that kind of a story. Because things just got so out of control.

Some say we can't choose who we fall in love with; love chooses us. Sometimes people fall for the complete antithesis of everything they believe they're looking for. If I knew love could hurt that much, perhaps I would re-consider going out that night. The night when I unconditionally fell in love with my father's enemy was the biggest and best mistake I have ever made. Love was forbidden to me, ever since I were little girl I knew one day I'm going to marry the man my father chooses for me. It was all business strictly, my father didn't care about my happiness at all or that's what I thought. He used to say that all he's doing is for my protection since I were his little princess. There were two rules: I must be pure and untouched and I must not fall in love. I disobeyed and both of the rules were broken.

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