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The Worst Fall // H.S (On Hold)

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5sos angst ashtonirwin bullying depression harrystyles hate love michaelclifford onedirection ptsd romance self

"Are you really okay?"

"I am acting like I'm okay. Please don't interrupt my performance."

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Till this day, I can still hear the screaming, the yelling, the hitting and then the complete silence that follows afterwards. It haunts my memories everyday; like a broken record that won't stop replaying. No matter how many times I pull my hair, scream at the voices, or hide under my bed....they always find a way to get to me. Just like fog, it hovers around me and prevents me from seeing anything that isn't labeled with insanity. Maybe I am going insane....or maybe it's society that isn't willing to except me.


Warning: May contain vulgar words as well as triggers and smut scenes. So read at your own will:) Also, the J.K on the cover are my initials... Not "just kidding" because people may think that....lolzAll Rights Reserved

5sos angst ashtonirwin bullying depression harrystyles hate love michaelclifford onedirection ptsd romance self

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