Thanks for the Memories~ Phan
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Complete Sat, Jul 2, 201637m
Dan tries to act all cool and confident on camera, but off camera he's a different person even Phil doesn't know. Will Phil be able to save Dan from himself before its too late?
Phan angst and fluff (no smut)
Warnings: self harm and suicidal thoughts/actions, some semi-graphic descriptions and a teeny bit of swearing
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