Emotions
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Last published Sat, Jul 25, 2015
It wasn't what I expected. When Cas told me that emotions can be bottled up and given, I expected a bottle filled with some yellow gas. But no, this is a liquid. A fucking liquid! And it's green! Happiness is green?
Does the color even matter? Will this work? It has to at least make Sammy feel better... Because it's not going to change anything with me. I'm not depressed and I know it. Dean Winchester doesn't get depressed.
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This is based off the tumblr prompt that human feelings could be like drugs. I wanted to do like all the emotions and yeah... If you guys have any ideas on what else I can write, go ahead and tell me! Momma doesn't bite
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