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Emotions

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It wasn't what I expected. When Cas told me that emotions can be bottled up and given, I expected a bottle filled with some yellow gas. But no, this is a liquid. A fucking liquid! And it's green! Happiness is green?
Does the color even matter? Will this work? It has to at least make Sammy feel better... Because it's not going to change anything with me. I'm not depressed and I know it. Dean Winchester doesn't get depressed.

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This is based off the tumblr prompt that human feelings could be like drugs. I wanted to do like all the emotions and yeah... If you guys have any ideas on what else I can write, go ahead and tell me! Momma doesn't biteAll Rights Reserved

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Becoming A Winchester by SPNArticRomantic67

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The "L" Word by thatwriterlady

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Becoming A Winchester

Imagine your life spun upside down and into a world that you didn't know existed. After being rescued by The Winchesters, you start a new life...living in the bunker with them and hunting with them. You find yourself needing to move on as you realize your feelings for the older Winchester is becoming too much for you. Do you try to bury the feelings and continue living in the bunker as a little sister to The Winchesters or do you find the courage to move on and forget you ever became one of The Winchesters? *This takes place after the series finale-except Dean is alive. ***Preview "What do you think about Dean? Are you like in love with him?" Sarah asked, tilting her head as she studied me. "I mean, you two are living together and sleeping together." I shake my head with a nervous laugh, "No, that's because I have nightmares from my kidnapping and I get scared. We aren't like actually sleeping together...you know, like sex.. no, no...that would be, well no." My over exaggerated defense does not go over well with Sarah. I know if I meet her gaze my cheeks will flare. "It wouldn't be so bad if you did. Just might want to do something before anyone else comes into the picture," my friend advised me. "And you are living together. You've been living with The Winchesters for several months now despite the fact that now you have a steady job at the university." "I guess it is time for me to find me a place of my own," I shrugged, staring mindlessly at the light brown liquid in my mug. I sip my coffee and take a look around the coffee shop. A couple sits in the far corner all cozied up. An elderly man and woman sit just a few tables away from me and Sarah. I longed for love like that, but it's not best for me to get into a relationship after all I've been through. I now know there is another world out there and the less people who know about it, the safer it is for everyone.