Lose Myself
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Last published Thu, Apr 25, 2013
Emillia "Milli" Destah enters her senior year of high school with some changes. She makes herself dedicated to her future and becoming more into her books and trying to get into her dream college. But the moment she opens the door on the first day things go down hill. Her and her boyfriend Cameron have been dating since freshman year when suddenly things take a violent turn and Milli does not know what to do, and her best friend, Cassidy starts to act secreative towards her after her 17th birthday.
After three years of trying to aviod the school's most feared group The Potens, she somehow manages to catch the eye of their leader Dominic. Milli soon learns that Dominic and his crew are more than what meets the eye, something evil and powerful that Milli doesn't understand until strange things start happening to her. Why is this group all of a sudden interested in her? Why is she being haunted by an alter ego that wishes to consume her? Will she conquer evil or become it?
Milli is quickly taken in to a world of fear, anger, betrayal, love, lust, and power when she soon finds herself exploring the unknown world that she lived in all this time.
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