I Deserve It ( #Wattys2016 )
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  • Reads 135,088
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  • Parts 29
  • Time 2h 59m
AriellovesTOP
Complete, First published Jul 25, 2015
Mature
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Doctor Amanda Lacey has spent most of her life being the perfect daughter because of an unshakable need to prove her parents made the right choice by adopting her. Amanda hasn't always lived the life she lives now, there was a time she went hungry for days and was afraid to close her eyes. But that was years ago and now she's the daughter of a Judge and Yale Professor and a talented doctor in her own right. She has no room in her life for anyone or anything that her parents will disapprove of.

Nikolai Prakenski lives life fast and loose. He enjoys running his strip club and entertaining ladies. His ready smile and model good looks hide his dangerous side. What most don't know is he is the underboss, the second in command of the Russian mob. Nikolai knows that Amanda is out of his league especially by the looks of disdain she shoots him. But when her and a group of colleagues come into his club one night all bets are off.
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My Neighbor's Friend

27 parts Complete Mature

Everybody has a past. Everybody has made mistakes. The important thing is to always try and learn from them and move on. But sometimes that is hard when someone from your past makes it a mission to ruin your future. Arya just moved to a new city a month ago and she left behind everybody and everything she ever knew. Luckily, her and her neighbor from across the way, became best friends and she's starting to finally feel there's hope to get away from her past. She found a new job and feels safe for the first time. At least that's what she thought until her neighbor's best friend comes back home where he lives in the same apartment across the way and who also happens to be in the FBI, although her neighbor doesn't know he is and believes he was gone at a convention for his own online business recently. This Agent, Gunnar, is all about his job and making sure that he stays focused and doesn't believe in relationships or even love especially because he doesn't want the distraction or drama. Everything seems to be going good for everybody until he gets an assignment that has to do with his best friend/roomate's neighbor. © Copyright 2020 All Rights Reserved

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