My mother always told me you choose the way you act and feel but from a young age I felt something strong towards her and I knew I wasn't like the others . When a man and a woman passionately have a connection with each other I never thought I could ever have that relationship towards another person but her. I know I wouldn't feel this way if I have ignored my feelings for her and shut her out I would be like everyone else . I stare at myself in the mirror and question why am I still holding onto something that has no hope , no light . She's chasing after her prince when she should be looking for her princess who's been here all along . She's taught me how to laugh how to survive when I'm lonely and possibly how to love , but my question is why would she shut me out like I'm nothing . This path probably will lead to thorns , bumps and even dead ends , but having my heart broken by her would be an honor and I'm willing to take that chance .