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Fia had blamed herself ever since she was five, but like any five year old she didn't understand enough. She just wanted to grow up and have the luxury of beauty, happiness, money, weddings and 'happily-ever-after's. But not understanding enough meant that she didn't understand that nobody's life turned out like that. There was a flaw in everyone's life, however little it may be.
Now, she is sixteen and she understands too much. She hates her life; she hates herself. From all she's been through, everything she's learnt, she thinks the world would be better off without her.
It was when it happened to Amber and Jack that she decided to go to the Bridge...
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