I've always been afraid of men over 18. don't call me crazy but I have a perfectly good explanation. you see, in an orphan. my mum was killed by my father, and my brother, well he's in jail because all of the drugs and how he would beat me up. I've been at this orphanage for 3 years now. I'm the weird girl that's always quiet with all the cuts, the one who is always locked up in her room. they were wrong when they say everything gets better but you now what, not gets better once you get there.