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My Story...

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This is my story, simple as that. This is the story of the ups and downs in my life that have led me to where I am. This talks about depression, death, anxiety, and probably a lot of higher notes through there too. 


Feel free to talk to me or in the comments, but if you know me, don't take this story anywhere it shouldn't.


If you know me in real life, read on if you want. Sorry if I say anything I shouldn't have or it was wrong information... You know me, I have the memory of a goldfish.All Rights Reserved

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love leads to disaster by problematic_dad

this is a danxreader btw. it wasn't was first but it is now. the first few chapter's aren't that much about the story until we get into the real stuff you could say. i have gone on and off about this because the meaning has changed and about the movie thing kind of forget that happens. there will be no film in this its kind of just a little sweet danxreader. it will be cliche in a way so nothing new so here's a bit of description you are just a normal youtuber. your life was great it was all going amazing. you had a boyfriend, amazing friends, a close family and adoring fans so it was all going great. you were always known for helping people in there hardest time's and always smiled at everything and anyone. you were always that shoulder to cry on. but when you life falls apart and everything goes wrong who's shoulder will you cry on. everyone gave you there problems and and cried on your shoulder but what shoulder will you cry on. the only person who understood you and made you laugh and made you smile and would always listen dan howell

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Message Me [Septiplier] by HighlyHunter

Septiplier AU A message to the wrong username leads to romance. --- This story will contain strong language, as well as mentions of suicide and vivid depictions of self harm. Please do not read this story if that will offend or trigger you in any way! I do not own Mark or Jack! I am not in any way affiliated with them, or YouTube, either. The original story idea is mine, the format is not. They are in their early twenties rather than late and not everything is factual.

Scarlett ...Can't Be Tamed by JeniRaeD

What happens when you grow up wearing clothes that are too small or way too big, or wear hand me down clothes passed on from family, get teased by your peers all throughout your school years, to have the boys tease you because you wear glasses, or wear braces, or because you didn't fill out on top in high school? You even had boys ask you out on dates or invited to the high school dance, only for them to not show up and you see them with another girl.... they considered her a nerd, a tomboy, a loser.... So what happens? You get Scarlett..... After graduation she became a girl that was determined to show she wasn't the nerd or loser they thought she was, that she wasn't this ugly girl they so claimed that she was. She filled out, she was beautiful, and for years she worked on having that perfect body to show those boys what they missed out on. She became a stripper, she was now 25 years old and was out to go after all the guys that made fun of her. She wanted to make them pay somehow, have them go after her, make them take her home, have her way with them and then tell them who she is. She's out for revenge... men try to change her and then realize that she won't change until she runs into the one man she always had a crush on that hurt her the most. Can he change her? After all she can't be tamed, but can she? credit for cover made by: https://selfpubbookcovers.com/kshipley

You don't know me by You_Dont_Know_Me9374

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ Not for the faint of heart, I explore dark parts of my mind and unfurl them for your own enjoyment. All of these stories are true. You don't know me, and you're never going to. This is basically just a shitty diary of my life with very few details as to who I am, Don't want to scare you off. Feel free to read but I don't really care. I'm just a screwed up guy that everyone knows and nobody cares about really. If you can't tell I'll probably swear quite a bit in this so if you don't like that I'm sorry, but this really isn't a good read anyway it's just me complaining about the fact I still exist. Actually no, whilst I did start this to complain about my life, the stories are fluctuating, as I discover I am infact worthy of love, even I don't believe it at all times. I hope you enjoy my rantings. ⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

Inner Demons by wilt3d_r0zes

BOOK ONE IN THE DEMONS SERIES Check out book two 'Living Demons' FANFICTION WITH WAY TOO MANY CHARACTERS This is basically a really long story [to me] that originated as a 'short story' but once I hit 11k words I decided to make it into it's own story. For the most part it's just me torturing the YouTubers I love [platonically]. The main plot doesn't really exist BUT there are dark sides for most of the characters and there's also a few characters who don't have dark sides [by a few I mean one] and really after a while I bet you'll get bored with the constant 'self'induced torture I've created for these wonderful people TRIGGER WARNINGS: Blood, Anxiety, Pain, Horrible Writing, Plot Doesn't Really Exist For A While, Lots Of Torture [Self Induced], Dark Sides, Hurting The People You Love

Jesse's Girl (COMPLETE) by xHeatLifex

They had both been dealt enough tragedy in their short teenaged lives, more than anyone should ever have to endure. Will two self destructive teens coming together do more harm than good? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I don't know what came over me. The poor guy just asked if he could help and I went all 'crazy psycho bitch' on his ass. I couldn't breath. I needed water. I needed air. Fuck why was is it so hot in here. Was it the fact that the moment his hand left my skin I felt an unbearable need to feel his touch again or was it hearing him ask if I needed help that made me feel helpless and broken once again. I didn't know what it was but I felt like I was suffocating, like the jersey I was wearing was strangling every ounce of oxygen from body. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ * This story had been reviewed recently. There are now added scenes and further edits - 2024 *

BROKEN COURAGE (Broken Redemption Book 3) by ArianaClarkAuthor

While tortured and held captive as a prisoner of war, she became my reason to keep breathing. The force that fueled my will to fight. To survive. When I woke after the rescue to discover the life I thought I was coming home to was but a figment of my imagination, hallucinations brought about by pain, desperation, and isolation... it nearly broke me. Fifteen years since I first lost her, at last, we have a second chance. Holding her in my arms, finally feeling the warmth of her skin as she melts under my touch, is like a dream. She and her two little girls are now as essential to my existence as the air I breathe. However, just as things start falling into place, the universe steps in, threatening to take it all away. I used to think that choosing her cost me everything I'd ever loved, but now I see that in choosing her and her children, I have the chance to reclaim all that I lost. They are my salvation. My true path to redemption. Which is why I'll leave no stone unturned, why I will scorch this world to the ground if that's what it takes to save them. And when I do, I will fight to convince her once and for all they are meant to be mine, just as I was destined to be theirs.

My Bully's Obsession - BWAM by Sinmiller17

My high school bully parents just happens to be my families closest friend. Great this is gonna be a fun year of college. No love life , no friends , and my bully is my childhood "friend". What could possibly go wrong ?

Untitled Fears by Liv1844

I was close to dying if not from my sister. I went from bitches at school to my alcoholic, addict abusing mother. Then my best friend decided he wanted stop be part of the crew that cries for me to give me another reason to live. I didn't want another one but...it feels nice. Warning: This is rated MATURE for a reason. Mentions of cutting, abuse, alcoholism, bullying, gayness, and Gacha pictures because they help me visualize my characters better. If any of these things make you uncomfortable, get the hell away from my story, no one said you had to sit here and read this. I am not a professional writer but I did try with what my pain and emotions gave me. The entirety of the story is explained over time so if you want to sit and read, be my guest. Our protagonist is Ryan and let's just say he's gonna go through hell and back.

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love leads to disaster

this is a danxreader btw. it wasn't was first but it is now. the first few chapter's aren't that much about the story until we get into the real stuff you could say. i have gone on and off about this because the meaning has changed and about the movie thing kind of forget that happens. there will be no film in this its kind of just a little sweet danxreader. it will be cliche in a way so nothing new so here's a bit of description you are just a normal youtuber. your life was great it was all going amazing. you had a boyfriend, amazing friends, a close family and adoring fans so it was all going great. you were always known for helping people in there hardest time's and always smiled at everything and anyone. you were always that shoulder to cry on. but when you life falls apart and everything goes wrong who's shoulder will you cry on. everyone gave you there problems and and cried on your shoulder but what shoulder will you cry on. the only person who understood you and made you laugh and made you smile and would always listen dan howell