This Saddness is like a room filled with paper's. Once you want in you can't open the door and Once you want out you can't leave. Then all a sudden when the door is closed, that paper turn's into water .
I close my eyes.
I'm not going to die. I'm not going to die.
Suddenly, I feel my stomach drop and my head start to spin. I try to scream, but nothing comes out. I try to breathe, but my mouth is dry. The sickening feeling continues for about a minute, then it stops. I open my eyes; I'm not dead... Yet.