St. Vadamier

'Maria please just give this school a chance.....if not for me then for your father' is all I hear from my mother as I stare out the tiny little box window from the airplane my twin brother is sitting between my mother and I originally I was supposed to sit where he is at but we switched at the last second so my mother would come out alive when the airplane lands you see my mother has been badgering me about this new school but I'm hoping this is some really fucked up dream or I sum die of a spontaneous heart attack not that I don't love to live believe me I do and I like to keep it that way but at the rate my life is going I sort of leaning towards my other options because I know the moment this airplane lands my life ends and hell begins.I feel my twin squeeze my hand lightly and I know that his way of telling me to just hummer her 'fine, I'll give it a week just one mother' I say looking at her she flashes her smile I sigh and look back out the tiny box 'what have I done' I whisper