"Good humour is a tonic for mind and body. It is the best antidote for anxiety and depression. It is a business asset. It attracts and keeps friends. It lightens human burdens. It is the direction route to the serenity and contentment"- Grenville Kleiser.
I never thought about drowning myself. I always thought the best way out would be to simply suffocate, fast and effective. I also didn't plan on killing myself at such a young age, the world was in front of me, and I had friends and family. Yet I felt alone, I had been alone since I started high school, the feeling of being alone, rejected and vulnerable never were in my intentions to feel. I always thought I would be happy, loved and wanted but I couldn't have been more wrong.
So here I lie, the 12th June 1991, the bath filled to the brim, and my oxygen supply cut off. I am not in pain, I feel free, as if I'm watching everything unfold in front of me like I'm sat in my room, with my little sister Nina, showing her how good Oasis could be if she just listened, throwing her out when she touched my makeup.
But I'm still here, watching the surface become further and further in darkness, surrounded by my own thoughts, I am not struggling.
Now? Now I begin to fall asleep, quietly, in my own little world of peace.
Three..two..one...
... Brianna Ella Hayes is a young girl who was saved from killing herself, something she never planned on doing.
Holton Dawson, the boy who Brianna would soon know everything about.
Well.. he just enjoyed being mental a little too much.
Elliot Jensen and Elliot Fintry have a lot in common. They share the same name, the same house, the same school, oh and they hate each other but, as they will quickly learn, there is a fine line between love and hate.