Forever,
He always said forever but how long is forever? Forever could be seconds, minutes, hours, months, years, even centuries. His idea of forever wasn't very long it was a small forever. How long is your forever?
Months later after our forever ended I got myself together I was over him. After weeks of tissue boxes, romantic movies, playlist of our song, and laying in bed all day I was fine I was okay. Now our songs are just songs that play on the radio-meaningless.
I am here finally starting my first year of college. High school was a blast now how will college be? I'm far from home coming from New Jersey to California east coast to west coast. Now lets hurry and get this school year started right?
My forever has finally started it's no longer ours.
Numbness is all I've ever felt.
Do I have feelings?
Of course I do.
but
I'm numb
I'm lost
I'm broken
I'm drifting away
I'm half alive
I'm drowning in numbness always have and I probably always will.
That was until I met him.
Who knew one man could take my gray and rainy
And turn it into a
Burst of color.
I've only ever counted myself lucky to make it as far as I have
Now the thought of forever with him is a constant
But forever doesn't actually last forever
Does it?