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Heart for Hate

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भाग 12
समय 4h 54m

बार पढ़ा गया 506
वोट 17
भाग 12
समय 4h 54m

One car crash. One murder. One fire. That’s all it took to ruin my life. I often ask myself why do I need to suffer further? Why should I put up with all this anymore? What’s left for me on this disgusting, fucked up Earth? Because surely I'm damned to hell or what anyone calls it these days. I have been through so much and I am what any normal person would call broken. I don't have a mother nor father anymore and the one person that kept me sane during those depressed months where I wasn't able to get out of bed and face the next day is also gone. So in this life, what do I care? I haven't got anything to lose. It's all been forced out of my grasp already. I've decided that the best course of path is to just stay here in this darkness and let my body rot. Bring it on God. See if you can take anything away from me now. 
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Mankind devoured - BOOK 1 द्वारा LoganDavies9

Hello, Logan here. It is 2021, and this is the first book that I ever wrote. It's shit. I'm publishing it back on Wattpad again so my friend can read it. It is unedited and as I left it in 2017. I am currently published with three books out, and this is so funny to look back on. Enjoy reading my shittest work to date. Lots and lots of love, Logan Beadnell-Davies The overarching theme for this first book is a theme of rage and hatred. In the words of a great philosopher; there is no limit to the gruesome and grotesque things we are willing to do in the name of survival. While reading this; Remember that not everything is as it seems. Remember that loved characters will die. Remember that the world will gradually get worse as the parts go on. Take a moment to ask yourselves these questions: What would you do in the name of survival? Would you steal to survive? Would you kill to survive? Would you lose your mind to survive? If you lost your mind, do you think you'd kill more, steal, injure, backstab, rape or any other atrocity you can think of? If you can think of it, then maybe you would. The characters and situations in this book are very real, if gore or horrific mental images scare you, then I wouldn't recommend reading far. DESCRIPTION: The Infection claimed the lives of over 3 billion people before the TV's went off. But it would claim many more. The problem didn't arise when those people got up and started walking again, or even when they started eating and infecting others, it began when people got desperate. In this new world, the true evil that humans are capable of gradually becomes more apparent, and a part of everyday life. Normality doesn't exist, people don't help other people. Friends aren't a thing anymore. All anyone truly has is themselves, and the burdens they carry.

I.D.K. Illogical Degenerate Klutz द्वारा miabgeminius

My first reality book ever written even before Descendance...yikes why is it my longest- It's nonfictional about my nonsensical loser life of being an absolute abomination of a failure trying to achieve salvation from my damnation. Never give up no matter what. We didn't ask to be, yet here we are. Might as well make the most of it. I shamelessly am sharing my embarrassing self to help anyone out there to show you that there is hope. If I was able to pull myself out of the dark all on my own, so can you. Nothing is as impossible as it seems, I promise you. I'm the epitome of embarrassment here to make you feel better about yourself. So... Don't end up like me. I hope that reading this stupidity can motivate you to be and do whatever it is that you want in life I was never going to share this but, I've taken a leap of faith by already putting myself out there. Even if I'll regret, I'm going to die trying. Can't keep hiding in fear of what others will think of me forever. I judge myself everyday, so I'm not afraid any more of judgement. Come at me loveliest stars and angels. Okay.. So obviously I am a liar. Of course I'm still scared to be perceived. But being fearful won't get me anywhere. In order to fly, I have to fall.

The reborn villainess; the end was just the beginning द्वारा lovelytig

My hands were stretched out to him. Expressing what my voice couldn't. I needed his help - even if it's just this once - I'd hoped he helped me. But he didn't reach out to me. Instead, I watch him turn his back at me. I watch him walk away when I needed him the most. Even after all she said, there was a part of me that hoped it wasn't true. Even if he doesn't love me - I'd thought he would at the very least liked me... maybe? I thought all the things I did for him would make him see me, tolerate me or something. But no. We kept drifting further apart. And it's all my fault. I simply did too much. I trusted the wrong person. Did the craziest things for love. Forgot my self worth. All these to earn his approval, his acknowledgment - for him to see me - none of which ever happened. And now, here I am. Lying in the pool of my own blood for someone who doesn't even care for my life or death. Oh, how I wish I could turn back time! I refuse to face my family like this. This is too shameful. For I've fallen too far from the woman I was raised to be. I dare not face my mama. Now, for the first time ever, I wish not to be seen, heard or even thought of- I wish not to be saved. I wish my soul disintegrates and scatters into nothingness . I wish to be completely erased from the universe. This story isn't edited yet. I apologize for some mistakes you might see. Your comments and advices are appreciated as this is my first book so it might be quite... Thank you

A real story... My story. द्वारा thissarahisacurse

This story really is my life and this is the first time I am actually telling the whole story about how I came the monster I am, and how the monsters I met on the way have shaped me into it. Also how I became darkness and how no one really excepts me and how music is all I can usually think about. This tells who has done what and the whole truth comes out about what people have done to me and why it effected me and if you don't want to hear about a story about depression, and finally read a story where things don't go right where the girl doesn't get the guy and the ending isn't happy then your reading the wrong story. This is not a love story it's a real story of a fucked up life I live in everyday. This is the story about me and me only.

The Gift Of The Angel द्वारा ArleneSar

As I wake up, I can feel the cold, hard, rock ground below me. It feels as if it's sucking me in because I can't live in this world anymore. It's too much work and I feel useless. My life is useless. People risk their lives to save something they don't need. What's better? Two alive or twenty six dead because of the two people? Even if I go on with my life, I will always feel this pain within me. Knowing I killed so many people. It'll just kill me and I swear I'll go crazy. So either way, I lose. I won't win because mentally or physically, I will die. I see Danny's face in front of me. His hands are chained on the rock wall and he's sitting down in pain. His face is bloody, but he's awake. "Danny?" I whisper. "They're," he begins, whispering as low a I. "What are you trying to say?" I whisper. He faces me. A look of sadness and despair on his face. "They're all dead."

Ended द्वारा DecrepitSoul

I am dying. I know this because i can feel all my senses leaving me. I can see flashes, recollections, of my past. They preen at me through my lashes. But I am calm. There is a feeling of delirium thumping in my heart, spreading through my body. With the little strength that I can muster, I reach out to take hold of the nearest objects to me. It ties me to the earth, but when my eyes no longer see light, the bond that keeps me on this world will be severed, and no longer shall i be alive. What if you and a four other people where the only ones alive on earth? After the Apocalypse, everyone died. Except for five of us. My name is Thalia, when I was thirteen years old, the earth was broken by deadly storms, methane, tsunamis, earthquakes. I survived. For years I wandered the earth, raiding abandoned shops for food, seeking shelter. Now I am fifteen, I feel like I have found a home. I have found a band of survivors like me. These people survived the Apocalypse, and now, we want answers .

The Day I Turned To Stone द्वारा Renee1645077

They said it would only feel like a moment. Close my eyes, drift off, and wake beneath another sun. I believed them. We all did. The world was ending, and The Passage Program was our last chance to save what was left of it. Sleep through the ruin. Wake to a beginning. I don't remember falling asleep. Just the weight of the air, the pressure in my chest, the feeling that something inside me was... slipping. If I'm awake now, why can't I move? If I'm alive, why does everything feel so still? They said I'd wake to a new world. They never said what it would cost.

刺され、最強の魔術師として蘇る。平和を望む。力は混沌をゆく。 द्वारा gaku1227

"You're gonna get stabbed one of these days, seriously." I used to just laugh off my friends' warnings. Blessed with a silver tongue, I'd toyed with countless women since I was a child, and my college days were spent cycling through dozens of them. I was that kind of womanizing scumbag, and I genuinely believed there was no way I'd ever get stabbed in a law-abiding country like Japan. ...That is, until the night an ex-girlfriend I'd carelessly tossed aside stabbed me in the back. As my consciousness faded, I remembered my grandmother's words, "Everything you do comes back to you," and I died regretting my own foolishness.

The world is ending and I have unlimited supplies द्वारा MsHotaru

They said the world was ending, but it didn't start with fire or war. It began with a storm-just like any other. But this time, it didn't stop. The rain fell for days, then weeks, and then came the flood that drowned everything. When the sun finally broke through the clouds, people thought it was over. They thought it was hope. But that hope was a lie. The sun scorched the land. Insects bred in the rotting water. Plague spread like wildfire. Water became scarce, food even scarcer. They said Mother Earth was angry, and I believed them. I did everything to survive. Even if it meant relying on a filthy, twisted man for bread. He preyed on girls like me-young, desperate, orphaned. He fed us, clothed us, and in return, demanded we sell our bodies. He called it "the price of protection." Men came to us like vultures. They stripped away our innocence and left us hollow. And then, one winter night, starving people stormed our hideout. They came with knives and desperation. I threw myself in front of the youngest girl when one lunged to stab her. I took the blade meant for her. As my body went cold, I felt no fear. Just peace. Finally, I thought. This nightmare is over. But when I opened my eyes again... I was in my bed. Warm. Dry. Dressed in pajamas. It hadn't been a nightmare. It had been real. And now, it's happening all over again. But this time, I won't be weak. This time, I won't be used. This time... I'll survive. No matter the cost.

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Mankind devoured - BOOK 1 cover

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A real story... My story. cover

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刺され、最強の魔術師として蘇る。平和を望む。力は混沌をゆく。 cover

The world is ending and I have unlimited supplies cover

Mankind devoured - BOOK 1

Hello, Logan here. It is 2021, and this is the first book that I ever wrote. It's shit. I'm publishing it back on Wattpad again so my friend can read it. It is unedited and as I left it in 2017. I am currently published with three books out, and this is so funny to look back on. Enjoy reading my shittest work to date. Lots and lots of love, Logan Beadnell-Davies The overarching theme for this first book is a theme of rage and hatred. In the words of a great philosopher; there is no limit to the gruesome and grotesque things we are willing to do in the name of survival. While reading this; Remember that not everything is as it seems. Remember that loved characters will die. Remember that the world will gradually get worse as the parts go on. Take a moment to ask yourselves these questions: What would you do in the name of survival? Would you steal to survive? Would you kill to survive? Would you lose your mind to survive? If you lost your mind, do you think you'd kill more, steal, injure, backstab, rape or any other atrocity you can think of? If you can think of it, then maybe you would. The characters and situations in this book are very real, if gore or horrific mental images scare you, then I wouldn't recommend reading far. DESCRIPTION: The Infection claimed the lives of over 3 billion people before the TV's went off. But it would claim many more. The problem didn't arise when those people got up and started walking again, or even when they started eating and infecting others, it began when people got desperate. In this new world, the true evil that humans are capable of gradually becomes more apparent, and a part of everyday life. Normality doesn't exist, people don't help other people. Friends aren't a thing anymore. All anyone truly has is themselves, and the burdens they carry.

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