Dear Phil (COMPLETED)
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A series of letter that Dan Howell writes to his friend Phil Lester and I don't know what to write. This is my first story and I don't expect it to be good so keep that in mind I kinda don't know what I'm doing yeah. Wish me luck and I hope you enjoy! WARNING: attempted suicide and stuff along that line.
ANOTHER THING: I wrote this about a year ago and it's so cringey and shit but i can't bring myself to delete it but it's literally terrible and so cringey ugh
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