New Beginning
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Last published Sat, Sep 24, 2016
I slowly turned my body around to face the ocean. I take a step forward,and another. Tears threaten to slip from my eyes. There's no backing out now. I'm here to do this once and for all. I take my couple last step and I feel myself falling off the cliff. The pressure of the wind beats against my face painfully. Closing my eyes, I keep telling myself I had to do this. I let out a final ear-piecing scream as my body becomes engulfed in water.
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Carmen has had a tough life. Growing up as a foster child she's always want to be loved but was unwanted instead. Now 17 and gone from her foster home to live with her boyfriend, she gets shattered by her break up with her boyfriend Jackson. After getting drunk one night and meeting a strange but handsome man, she starts to feel different, gaining abilities that she thought only existed in books. Taken away to a place where there are others like her, she comes to find that new beginnings aren't so bad... but sometimes they are.
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