Here Comes The Sun

My life has always been an downhill and it all started at that point when I was 14, when this one thing made my whole world fall apart.. And one thing lead to another, and suddenly I just felt how I've drowned, and I couldn't care less. Being in a relationship that necessarily doesn't make you happy, feeling that empty whole.. But they say it always rains before sunshine, and I think the sun is coming. He was my sun. Not the most positive and happy sun, he was more of a dark sun, just perfect for me.. I've felt so many things, I think I actually thought felt it all, but never have I felt the burden of keeping secrets like these.. Letting go of people isn't always easy.. I just know that this dark new soul I met, knew me better than I knew myself. Even though he doesn't seem so capable of loving, I won't give up.. I know there's something more in everything, I know it.