Another Side
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Dear Diary,
Niall and I had lived together for years. He never knew how depressed I got sometimes...because everytime I was around him,I felt better. Then it became night,I'd be alone and scared. I'd read hate tweets and want to go burn in hell. Cuts filled my wrists and my head heart from tears. I'm 18 and my name is Regan Wingo. This is MY story of depression.
Yours,
Regan~
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