Lost in Myself
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Last published Thu, Mar 14, 2013
The cool water cascaded down Jenna's back as she massaged shampoo into her off-color golden blond hair.
She hummed as though nothing was wrong.
But everything was, her father had tried to kill her in a car crash, but had only killed himself in doing so, she was beaten by him and verbally abused before his death.
After which, she went to a boarding school, as it was her older sister's, Taylor, request, after studying there for almost a year, her sister's boyfriend, a student teacher, had started to sexually abuse her, she'd been around 12.
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