If Only
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Last published Fri, Mar 15, 2013
Aphrodite Anders; 17 years old with a painful life.
Well, having cancer is painful. Especially when your Mom died, while your Dad is abroad working. Oh, and did I mention that she's stuck with her abusive uncle? And also the fact that she had a relationship with the worst boyfriend ever; along with the constant bullying, plus the losing-your-bestfriend part.
In short: SHE DOESN'T TRUST ANYONE.
"If only Mom was here to help me. If only Dad was here to guard me. If only I wasn't here. If only someone loved me.
If Only."
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