The Boy In The Blue
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Last published Wed, Aug 26, 2015
Dan Howell was never a normal boy. Well, maybe as a young, young child. But after his... incident, persay, he was never the same. Will the quiet boy with ptsd conquer his fears? Or will his disorder get in the way of his own life?
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