pillow thoughts
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Last published Mon, Sep 7, 2015
feelings are emotions we get when life takes you on different paths and sometimes your just left there in the middle of nowhere confused on whether you should go left or right.
I am feeling my way through each journey scared half to death because I don't know what's going to happen next.
I beg for directions but no one can help it's just something you'll have to wing and see if you'll make it out of the forest of life alive or not.
spoiler it doesn't matter we all die someday and when that day comes we'll be put to rest & we will do nothing but stay in our graves or vases and have nothing to worry about we won't care about directions. we won't care about anything, except for the noise level coming from the sinners upstairs.
eventually everyone is put to rest. it'll be okay.
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