Would you risk it?

It has been five years, since my father left me, mum and my little sister Ellie. I'm a normal teenage girl with a normal and boring teenage life. I only have one best friend Hayley, the both of us are straight A students. I didn't know how lucky I was, not having to worry about anything, until now. Now I'm starting to have nightmares. Me and my sister are drifting apart and It kills me that I'm not doing anything to fix it. Even that total jerk Alex doesn't stop bugging me, as if I didn't have enough problems of my own to worry about. How can my life get any worse? What if there's only one way to solve my problems, one way to fix it all?? Would I REALLY risk it???