Is This Happening?

I think life has its ups and downs but at the end. You'll be happy.& if your not happy then it's obviously not the end. Never give up on ur dreams. If you ever feel down. Just look for the positives.

But for me. It's different. I'm just the normal teenager. The one who always ends up getting hurt but this summer it's gonna be different I can assure you that.
Even though I'm scared. I'll end up being braver. I Think the guy for me is about 1,820 miles away from me.. i just wish he knew how i felt. but the distance ruins my chances with Him.. Jeremy. the guy i've known for a year. The guy that means the world to me.. he says he loves me.and that distance isnt going to change his feelings toward me. but i know that one day he's gonna move on. and get married. and have little cute babies. with a beautiful girl. and i am gonna end up alone. I just want this to be different. that is why i am going to Port moody, BS, Canada but what if he doesnt want me to be there. Wish me luck..