I Believe In Angels
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"The day you finally shatter will be the day an angel comes to save you, but first you have to believe something better will come."
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I've always found it hard to follow my heart, my mind gets in the way and finds a hundred reasons not to do anything.
So when my life hit the fan, my heart told me to get help from the lone person who had always offered, but my head wouldn't let me swallow my pride to ask for it.
The help was offered by my sister's dance teacher, going by the name of Ruth, and a presumed hippy, because I had never met her and never planned to.
On the other hand, school was my escape, it offered me a distraction in the form of my friends. Emma Fern was another story though, she singlehandedly made my life even harder by identifying me a bullying target. Emma Fern is practically the queen of Preston High even though she only moved here a year ago.
I'm trying to find my way through a world, seemingly, not made for me to enjoy. Sometimes, the people you least expect to care will be the ones to change you for the best. But, it's never that easy, you see, everything comes the hard way for me, so why would this be any different?
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This story contains mild swearing and is recomended for teenage readers.
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