Book of Jacob
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ohsheglows
Ongoing, First published Jul 30, 2015
Mature
christianitydramadrugsfictionteen
This story follows a 16 year old boy named Jake who comes from a militant, conservative Christian family. In a world where he has to choose between pleasing his parents and God or pleasing himself and his peers, he finds himself torn. He ends up going down a very dark path and struggles greatly to find the light and the end to his suffering. By doing so, he tends to make things much worse before they start getting better. 

!Warning! Do not read if you will be offended/negatively effected or impacted by the following content: 

Excessive swearing. 
Sexually explicit scenes. 
Heavy drug use and overdose (marijuana, cocaine, heroin) 
Alcohol use. 
Christianity. 
Rape. 
Suicide. 
Self Harm. 
Depression. 
Homosexuality.
Homophobia. 
Eating disorders.
Objectification of women. 
Adultery. 
Questioning God's existence. 
Abortion. 
Violence. 

I hold nothing back. This story is meant to be raw and touch on uncomfortable subjects. This story means so much to me and has been a work in progress since February 2014. I put my soul into every chapter that gets written, and I will not apologize for anything. 

Please vote on my chapters if you like them. I enjoy all types of feedback, both positive and negative. If any grammatical errors/ issues with flow are found, please message me the Chapter and the errors so I can look into it and fix them. 

Thank you so much in advance. 
Please enjoy! :) 

-J.

*This Novel is Dedicated to the many people who unknowingly helped me develop these characters in so many different ways. I'm sorry and I love you.  

Without them, this would never have been a possibility and I am and always will be eternally grateful.
All Rights Reserved
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