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Your_Bae_Jayla
Ongoing, First published Jul 30, 2015
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"Don't judge me based on the Chapter you walked in on"

Many people see Jana as that perfect little Miss Goodie.
The one who has everything on a silver platter.
The one with no problems.
But the truth is everything is far from what it seems that.
She does have flaws
She really does have problems
Problems too big to share with anyone.
She cuts to forget all her problems.
The pain helps her cope.
It helps her stay alive.
Jana has always been living in "HIDDEN PAIN"
Will someone ever rescue her from that dungeon of a soul she's trapped in?
Or will her dark,troubled soul take over her and diminish all hopes for being happy?
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