The Light to My Darkness boyxboy
Orangeone
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  • Reads 1,260
  • Votes 62
  • Parts 7
  • Time 51m
Orangeone
Ongoing, First published Jul 31, 2015
Mature
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Remington "Remi" Carter is a gay man living in shadows of his older more 'successful' brothers who hate him because of a past trauma that happened in the family. Because of that he is depressed and afraid to be social and has turned to self destructive behaviors to gain control. He has to go and take control of a business of his fathers. after years of avoiding his family. He anxiously meets with the members that are going to be taking partial control over the departments within corporation. And a certain dominant man captures his attention and without knowing it Remi, captures the eye of him also. 

Dane Matthews is a sexy, caring, confident man. His dominant personality tends to attract everyone around him. He is a openly gay man, and has been working under Remi's father for a couple years, while he is the co-owner of a popular dance and bdsm club and is shocked to hear about the switch to new management at the advertisement company. But the shock turns into excitement when his eyes land on an angel with hollowed eyes and pain etched on his face
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The Sub Club (18+, bxb, mxm)

55 parts Complete Mature

Power. Permission. Control. Consent. Truth. Trust. Welcome to The Red Door, a popular BDSM club in Chicago owned by Master Matthias Daniels (Yes! Many of you already know Master Matthias and his submissive Lane from Loving His Submission by @PrinceKenzie). Many would say the backbone of any successful BDSM enterprise would be it's submissives. Where would the Dominants be without them? Meet Ashton, Tommy, Payton, Christopher and Tai, a group of friends who've nicknamed themselves The Sub Club - all new to the scene and currently unattached, they seem to end up together most often at the table on the main floor that has been unofficially reserved for this quirky group of subs. Read as they come to terms with their different reasons for choosing this lifestyle, fight their insecurities, expose their inner demons and play out their deepest fantasies. A Coming of Age story? Perhaps...or, just a bunch of young guys trying to find themselves. With friends Lane, Denny and Dylan along with other "collared" submissives as their examples and offering the occasional guidance, you can be sure The Sub Club will be a mix of drama, humor and romance THIS STORY IS UPDATED ON SATURDAYS, WITH THE EXCEPTION OF EVERY FOURTH SATURDAY WHICH IS TSC's DAY OFF, PLEASE DO NOT CONTINUOUSLY ASK ME WHEN THE NEXT UPDATE IS. IT WILL BE POSTED IN A SCHEDULE OF THREE SATURDAYS ON, ONE SATURDAY OFF. PAISLEY WILL ANNOUNCE ON HER PAGE THE SATURDAY'S THAT ARE OFF, THE WEEK BEFORE IF YOU'RE NOT SURE.

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