The Light to My Darkness boyxboy
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Last published Mon, Dec 21, 2015
Remington "Remi" Carter is a gay man living in shadows of his older more 'successful' brothers who hate him because of a past trauma that happened in the family. Because of that he is depressed and afraid to be social and has turned to self destructive behaviors to gain control. He has to go and take control of a business of his fathers. after years of avoiding his family. He anxiously meets with the members that are going to be taking partial control over the departments within corporation. And a certain dominant man captures his attention and without knowing it Remi, captures the eye of him also.
Dane Matthews is a sexy, caring, confident man. His dominant personality tends to attract everyone around him. He is a openly gay man, and has been working under Remi's father for a couple years, while he is the co-owner of a popular dance and bdsm club and is shocked to hear about the switch to new management at the advertisement company. But the shock turns into excitement when his eyes land on an angel with hollowed eyes and pain etched on his face
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