Is this a Phanfic or real life? (Phan)

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Sometimes, hiding things isn't the best idea. Sometimes, dreams do come true, and not always in the best way. But everything happens for a reason, right?All Rights Reserved

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Phil has always been there for Dan through thick and thin that get through everything there always going to do there for each other Well that's how it was planned People get in the way but love doesn't go away Can they make it? Through thick and thin or is it just to emotional?

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