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I swung my feet back and forth, as I sat on the dock of the bay. Slowly brought the toxic to my mouth, tasting the bitter smoke as I inhaled. The smoke swirled into the air, leaving my sealed lips. I used to be so happy, until a year ago. He said he would be right back, he said he would always be there. Now where is he, where is the boy I fell for, the one that would give me a rose every Wednesday. He left me here in this cruel world left me to struggle on my won. I died with him but for some odd reason I still had a beating heart. Barley breathing lungs, and a inch of love that was already fading away. Mental, thats what they called me, the mental girl. It was true, I had things going through my mind that I couldn't stop. I just wanted it all to stop...All Rights Reserved

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Wed, Mar 13, 2013

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