As Seasons Change
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Last published Sun, Aug 2, 2015
"Don't get me wrong, you are what keeps me going. You are beautiful, but what I feel for you is not."
James can't seem to think about anything else than Lucy, and when he realises that he can lose her in a day, he gives up all his hopes of ever getting over his love for her and tries to make her stay. Little does he know, that to make her stay, he might have to sacrifice a part of himself, her health, and other people's happiness.
A one of a kind love novel filled with guilt, excitement, toxic relationships, real love, family trauma, and disappointment.
Warning: This story contains mature themes such as alcoholism, drug use, sex, abuse and self-harm. Do not read if you see one of these as a trigger.
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