The Problem With Love
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"any time I resisted, she threatened to tell Phil that I was still in love with him.
because I was.
and I am.
but he can't know, because he's all I have left.
he's what I live for.
and I can't lose him.
I guess that's the problem with love.
it's the thing that makes you strongest, it can beat out any fear
except for the fear of loss"
I PROMISE IT GETS BETTER AFTER THE FIRST LIKE 8 CHAPTERS
THE EARLY ONES ARE REALLY SHIT [because I wrote it on the airplane back to the UK] BUT I PROMISE IT GETS BETTER AIGHT
Ye
TRIGGER WARNING: abuse, suicidality, drug use
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