Somebody's Hero
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It's done I think to myself as I turn the wheel to the side and pulled my hands off the wheel. Goodbye.
Not everyone can be saved.
Not everyone wants to be saved.
Anna has a great life. Good grades, easy classes, a nice house, family. She even has a great and hopefully soon famous boyfriend named Michael. Right now he's away on a small tour with his band. She has awesome friends and is popular.
But she's at her worse. Only once has she been this bad. She's a self harmer, depressed and suicidal
But nobody knows, but Michael.
Tonight she decides to follow through she's attempting tonight, crashing her car. The note is already written.
Everything is planned.... Besides survival.
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