Soul Reaper, What? (Bleach fanfic)

Okay first bleach story, dont make fun of it, im a poopy writer. hear ya go........

Hey my name is Sandrine, which means helper or protector of mankind in greek. Im 16 years old, Female, and my life is pretty shit at the moment.
As unbeleivible as it sounds my whole family just died in a gas explosion and the only person i have left is an aunty ive never met before, who lives in some weird japanese town.
At this exact moment im packing to move in with her, im trying not to pack tons of stuff but im making sure im packing a lot of memories of my family.
right now your probally thinking 'she doent seem that sad that her familys died' see the reason for that is, i dont want it to be true.... i keep on thinking ill wake up and everything will be normal, my sister when be laughing downstairs, while my brothers playing his music. But no, my mums not going to magically walk through my door and wake me up. Thats not going to happen. Their dead. but.... but their not gone.......