For most of my life I couldn’t imagine living anywhere else, but now everything has changed. I use to be content with my simple life, but now I’ve realised how much I’ve been missing out on and I’m not sure if I can and are ready go back to that life. I’m no longer the girl I use to be. The girl that was never heard, the girl that didn’t care, the girl no one knew existed, and the girl no one cared if she was there or not. I don’t want to be that girl. I can’t be that girl anymore. The spotlight has changed me and I don’t know if it’s good or bad. I use to be just plain old Ava Montez but now I’m the girl that Harry Styles and Aston Merrygold are fighting over. It all started with a night in the club.