A Loser & A Nerd || danisnotonfire
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With her self harming problems, eating disorders, suicidal thoughts and heart breaks and challenges in her life, Sierra is contemplating whether there is even a reason for her to live. However, she one day goes to London to visit her childhood best friend, Phil. There she meets the sarcastic nerd Dan who helps her feel happy and special for once.
*TRIGGER WARNING: This book includes self harm, depression, mental health and eating disorders so please note that*
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