What I Want But Can't Have
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Payton Hayla knew her life was over when she caught her long time boyfriend with Cynthia Rose, the prettiest girl in school, but she didn't know her whole world would come crumbling down after. Payton and her mom move back to the place it all started, before the divorce, before the accident. Summerville. A place where everyone knows everyone and there is no such thing as a secret, and Payton's family has plenty of those. With a cute boy next door, and memories that begin to resurface, will Payton remember the truth of her past and find love that lasts?
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