lee yeong was just a normal high school girl, until the world changed her into a monster that keeps destroying himself,
her only fault was that she wasn't perfect !
everyday, she was judged for not having skinny legs, avoided for not having a pretty face, bullied for being poor,
in the beginning she was avoiding them, and she was fighting back,
but everyday it become harder,
yeong became a troubled teen, she fell into the depresssion hole that she has been avoiding and she started to notice the ugly spots that people see in her,
and then she started hating herself,
things became complicated for her,
she couldn't find a reason to live, "it's meaningless to live when everyone around you is disliking you" that what she thought everytime she looked at the mirror,
and one day after being bullied again, she decided to end her painful life,
she went to the rooftop, and just when she was about jumping off the edge, someone held her waist,
she turned to see him and it was that new guy called sehun , with his pale like snow skin and bleached hair,
it felt like it was an angel holding her,
sehun : what the hell are you doing ! that was close !! c'mon get off there
yeong was trying to break from his hold , she couldn't see anything but the bottom,
she wanted to jump so bad that she couldn't hear him yelling at her ,
sehun : cut the shit , i won't let you fall !
luckily sehun had a strong body and as she was fighting his arms back he pulled her and threw her on the ground
yeong : WHY *sob* WHY *sob* !
sehun : i don't know what's wrong with you but whatever it is , i don't think it deserve ending your life for
yeong : there's no reason for me to live anyway
sehun : try loving yourself that would be a good reason to keep you going , and if it didn't work find a new reason in the end nothing is worth dying ,
she left the rooftop thinking about what he said , finding a reason to live ? but what would it be ?
what can be that think that would make lee yeong love this life again ?
As Dallas and Drayton navigate life in the spotlight, Spencer is navigating intense feelings for Nathan - her best friend's brother.
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Dallas and Drayton are planning their wedding, talking babies and learning how to navigate life in LA now that Drayton is a hotshot football player in the big leagues. Meanwhile, Spencer and Nathan are back at home in Colorado, coming to terms with their feelings for one another and learning how to co-parent with Grayson, the father of Spencer's daughter. Will the realities of adult life strengthen them - or will their relationships break?
[Sequel to The QB Bad Boy and Me]
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