GONE (a tell-tale story)

He is my almost. I almost had him. we almost end up together. he's my almost happiness. and I almost lost myself while losing him.
"You should lie sometimes, it will save you."
He told me once. He smiled and walked past at me. I should have lied. I should have kept it all. It was me who ruined everything. It's a shame that we built a wreck out of us and it triggers me to know that we will never be what we were once. We used to be like that. I used to be the girl he was laughing at. We used to talk about our deep thoughts, our fears, our plans, our future, about galaxies in our head. About everything. We were once used to each other. But once is once. It can never be twice. It can never be the same again.